School-ness

I’ve begun to prepare for college in the spring. I’m extremely excited, yet at the same time…already extremely stressed and overwhelmed. Do you have any idea how much it costs for college? To go to UVU (the school I currently have my eyes on) it costs 2,144 dollars for one semester. I’m sure I’ll have a lot of fun paying that back once I’m done with school. I’m also looking into scholarships I might be eligible for.

As for my job…I really want to keep it, but I know for a fact that I won’t be able to even function if I’m working AND I have classes. School comes first so I think that I’ll have to let got of the job as soon as January comes around which sucks because I was hunting for a job for ages. At least in the meantime I’ll get some job experience out of it and I’ll be able to have an easier time getting a job in the summer. Or my mom suggested that I try and get jobs on the campus during the breaks.

I’m planning on getting my transcripts tomorrow. That’ll be my first step in getting into school again. I have mixed feelings. It’s scary, but at the same time I can’t wait. I’ve missed the learning that comes out of it. It sounds crazy, but I can’t wait until my brain starts hurting from working so hard or I can hardly keep my eyes because I’ve stayed up too late studying and reading. It’s a bizarre emotion. Of all things, I can’t wait to get my future started, and I just realized my tone in this blog post. If a mesh of words created a scent then these would be releasing an odor most cheesy.